I was about to call off for a day..
Shrugging off to stress..and ending a day with leaving a blazing sun heading me towards next day..
Hitting the corner takes skill, if somebody lacks it, one needs to hone it before doing it..but i am so perfect that sometime i need to offload some of it to leverage the competition..
Unspoken words is all dawning from subdued lost love..memories gone and hang on to get dried..and now it's hard to get in the door of emotions..I know, it wants to convey an eternal meaning but now i don't want to be enough to make it out..
A week ago, i was happy and relaxed..and now more than that..something is sprouting in my mind..crawling me, dragging me to knee down..but it doesn't know about "it's me "..
I can hear a voice of blob..voice of pain and noise..all coming from those who want me where i was standstill, a week ago..
Live and fuck..
And, fuck and live..
Both seems same but how deep they could be..no one can experienced it until and unless one's instinct allows to digs in it..
Upto now i can't make much sense out of it because still i'm trying to make it up for me..
Belief and knowledge have abducted me since beginning..Beliefs, knowledge, like ideals, are escapes from the fact which i never bothered..cultural parents had kept it safe for me but soon they realized about "it's me"..and often i have been caught in unfair do's and fair don't..
Glory of lost love washed away, belief and knowledge have been broken, new realm has begun to welcome me on my way to my life..
I never regret what i have lost and what i dint get..every lost is here to make a new sensation in my life..
If i am on my way..
If i don't regret..
If i could offload some skill..
If i have understood the belief and knowledge puked by cultural parents..
Then..
Most probably i am better than before..
And this is how i am living on a prayer..
Now i am off to sleep for beautiful ending of next day..
Leading in a dawn..
Spring me up to dance..
Note : here "live" stands to "think" and "fuck" stands to "do"

Sounds very thoughtful. I like your concept of live and fuck. Why you dint explain it.
ReplyDelete@alok abe kuch ko apne aap karega..
ReplyDeleteLive and fuck signifies for think and do..
Most of d time..i just fuck n thn live bt rarly i live n thn fuck..
Nw chose ur way..
bahut bahut dhanyawad that you shared this live and fuck concept of yours.
ReplyDeleteand a warm regard that you have edited the same in your blog too.
Thany bro.
@alok nahi ji..meharbani..
ReplyDeleteI alwyz keep updatin ma blog as per d comentz..tat's y i moderated all comentz to get filtrd b4 it wl publish..
Nw listen how i moderat comentz on ma blog..
Dhayan se..i've put up a special mechanism in place whch was importd frm Germany and France..first i put comentz to get scanned to avoid contained virus, if ne..then i put all into investigation deptt. so tat i cud trace out d exact source of evry coment like name, age, IP addres n location..got me bt itz nt enof hre..
Then i put all b4 ma business development deptt. so tat thy wud come up wt advice to increas ma business n then thy folow advice postd by you guyz and then thy suggst me to make proper amendments..
N finaly i put up to get published..
Long mechanism..isn't..it z jzt 2 ensure PEOPLE LIKE YOU abt d quality n satisfaction..
Got me..hahahaha..phew!
Hop i answrd ur ques in most smplest way..
Jai ho..
hi great work n concept even the best part of it mak u have taken in considration of Alok's comment. It is really thoughtful.
ReplyDeletejiyo meri jaan
@selflessguy yeah i've takn alok's view coz i dint xplain it whch i had to othrwz it wont mak sm sense..
ReplyDeleteThanx for ur valuble vibe..
Tc